Hello, just out of curiousity what are people like myself supposed to do once we deprogrammed from the matrix and fought the demiurge and have run out of money and health and are just mentally exhausted? I just turned 30 and have been fighting in my spiritual war for seven years straight and it was a very traumatic experience considering I was only 23 when I first got awakened here i....n Fairfax, Virginia 15 minutes outside of Washington D.C......I'm a gifted young guy and have worked for many companies but after this war my whole human body is literally depleted, I literally feel like a soldier tryna get back to base and go straight to the hospital. I've noticed I have this new issue called an anterior pelvic tilt which is in the way of me getting a normal solid posture going for my spine and my throat chakra is literally depleted because of the amount of cigarrettes I had to smoke to really fight thru the pains of this reality that was being revealed by people like Sevan. I appreciate the work he is doing, but I simply just don't know how to really survive. I am at home with my parents but they are my matrix family.....meaning....they are saturn alien dark light workers.....so all they do is create stress in my life and I feel like giving up sometimes because I just dont know what to do? Is there a place for people to recover and heal from this spiritual war? If I'm understanding this correctly our ancestors want ideally for us to decode the 6 and join the starseed movement and do art and music and movies and many other things like reintroduce the internet and continue spreading the truth to the future children who awaken by watching zeitgeist in the future....but before I can even help, I feel like I need to heal and I feel like I can't do that alone because I have many entities working against me holding me back from getting to that level. I only have 100 dollars to my name, and everyday lately all I can think about is how do I recover physically and emotionally if I'm still living in the east coast here in America?
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